The first night we came home she couldn't stop calling out to Adik.. Kissing and touching Adik.. She refused to sleep that night and we had to force her to sleep..
That night Adik did not sleep well and was fussy as she had some amniotic fluid still in her and was trying to get it out.. For the first time ever my mum slept in our room and helped us soothe Adik and let me have some rest.. I still feel kinda guilty for that and forever grateful.. Alhamdulillah adik is better now..
Funny thing that night Dia was woken up by Adik's cries and she didn't say anything or complained.. She looked at us trying to soothe Adik, lie back down in bed, close her ears and went back to sleep.. Berakal anak mummy eh!
Just woke up!
Taking a closer look
Morning kiss..!
How am I coping with having to care for 2 kids and not one? There are good and bad days.. Dia at times would whine and cry her heart for no apparent reason.. Only conclusion is that she is trying to seek attention from us.. I continue to pray to god for continued strength and courage to get through the days.. And also pray to god for patience, lots and lots of it..
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